“Checks and Balances” 3rd Place Winner

Elián González

by Julia C. Alter
Police officer under blue drips

Editor’s Note

Julia Alter’s poem connects two seemingly disparate moments in history: Elián González, the subject of a high-profile international custody battle between the U.S. and Cuba in 2000, and the ICE presence and subsequent killings in Minnesota earlier this year. The speaker in this poem is the rest of us, reading headlines and trying to cope while confronting the relentless repetition of history—trying to find comfort in love when so many people live with hate. The best we can do, sometimes, is to say “the loud things quietly, / and the quiet things out loud.”

I wake from a night sweat
to a cold snap, negative twenty
windchill and the shape of your name
bobbing towards the shore
of the bed. My love brings me
coffee and a question:
tell you the terrible things
now, or tell them to you later?
A boat and a life raft,
a boy and an ocean. Yesterday,
another murder in Minnesota.
Agents in tactical gear, waging war
against the foreign bodies
in their own hearts they never
loved enough to teach to swim.
We hold each other well
into the morning, saying
the loud things quietly,
and the quiet things out loud.

Julia C. Alter

“Checks and Balances” 3rd Place Winner
Julia C. Alter is the author of Some Dark Familiar, selected by Matthew Olzmann as the winner of the 2023 Sundog Poetry Book Award, and a finalist for the 2024 Vermont Book Award in Poetry. Her poems have been nominated several times for the Pushcart Prize and appear in numerous journals and anthologies. She lives in Vermont with her son.

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